Complications.

2010-03-29T18:50:00.000+08:00

Suddenly have the urge to blog
so here i am , back to blogging.
My laziness is back , i am lazy
to do my assignments.. study
for my timed assignments,
tests. I know i shouldn't be lazy
anymore... but things and peoples
are making me like this. Yesterday,
was such a bad day for me that I
don't even want to remember . I
want to move on. But it is so difficult.
I feel like there is no one there for me.
Feel like having someone who would
be there taking care of me , concerning
me and giving me 101 % of attention.
Coincidencely , I found a msn friend
who is having crisis and problems
yesterday as well. Chatted with him
till like 3 plus am in the morning
before turning in. Alot of people
is having issues with relationship
Hope HC is alright. he sounded
quite bad to me . I seriously need
someone to hug me and says
it is alright . or be there to cheer me
up . who would be there? ... I doubt
any ... Hope my results wouldn't be
badly affected by the cock up e-learning
today or I will seriously screw the schools.
Laughs .

2010-03-07T10:16:00.000+08:00

I am like blogging so inconsistently ,
due to laziness ; tiredness .. etcs.
Felt so tired recently , like so lethargic.
And this has been depriving me for
going to school , but i still went ,
for the sake of the A's . Anyways ,
many many things happened. and it
seems outta control at time , Went
out with ryan,haocher,soki,bryan
to the audition for some singing
company , oh my , i almost back out,
maybe i should . I felt so demoralised
though i know failures are inevitable .
The guys sure have higher chances
than me in getting into the company,
with their features and uniqueness,
Unlike me , have a sweet and cute
voice ... whereby so many females
have it too. I want a unique voice ); .
Anyways , at least i didn't pay 10 bucks
for nothing ? . I went knowing the
songs that are more suitable for me..
and i would be working harder
in my vocal . It is so torturous ,
like i am sharing you.. with
so many people. Can't I have you
to myself , I am such a selfish brat
aren't I? Will be looking forward to
15-18 march. ! to know my results .
Anyways , it is red alert for my purse ,
what should i get for daoster, so many
many peoples' birthday is arriving .
my bank is gonna go bankrupt soon.
AHA ! , Shalls stop here and update
SOOOOOOOOON !

2010-02-21T09:10:00.000+08:00

It has been awhile sinces I blogged.
Hmms , alot of things happen
good and bad , I guess. I am
starting to be a good girl and
trying to love mugging?. Anyways ,
I am so gonna to study hard.
Putting this aside , School is
simply just great. I love my
cliques and would like to thank
them for being so considerate ,
sensitive and always being
there for me , especially
Cara , Rachel , Eeru ,
Thank you girls, you know
I love you plentifully . And
I really treasure this friendship
HELLA LOT , Starting to
miss holidays the fun I have
with ryan , and the peoples
in admiralty whom i know
or go out with . Christmas in
2009 was the best ! It then
comes to Chinese New Year ,
whereby shauna , ryan , kenneth
came my house and ton , and
then ryan and kenneth "sent
me to school" . I promised
this would be the last . Have
been out with ryan recently ,
and has been talking about my
problems , Laughs , Thank you
so much kor;daoster;laopo. for
always being there for me . And
also kenneth brother , laughs .

As for you , kun. it doesn't really
matter if you read this , but if you
happen to . please leave my life
onces and for all . B'cuz I wouldn't
want to be a toy that entertain you
when you feel lonely or whatsoever .
Anw , thanks for the memories even
if it is mostly bad . And goodluck in
your end of year for poly.

I think this should be like the end of my
post? . And yea i deleted the post i had
for 2009 , as it is 2010 and i would like
to start ALL AFRESH.